Surrender.

My heart sinking, my mind confused. Tears falling, and again I ask why. Is it always me? I don't understand. I drown in self-pity, feeling sorry once again. I take a deep breath and think. Lord, You are the only One to lean on. I feel comforted, knowing my future is in the hands of the God in heaven.

Why do I worry? Why do I fret? I am not in control. Who knows me best? Only the One who created me. Why do I do the things I do. It doesn't make sense. When will I give up control and give it to the All Knowing? It's time to surrender. Surrender everything. Give Him control. He knows what is best, He knows where my future lands. May peace fill my mind, comfort fill my soul. God, without you I am nothing but a wreck. Lead me.

I'll fall if You catch me. I'll close my eyes if You lead me. I'll walk if You give me a path. I'll talk if You listen. I'll listen if You speak. I'll empty my heart if You fill it. Let it overflow. I open my heart to you, I welcome you in... Let your love pour out.